Thursday, May 26, 2005
Had I grown or I just looked old?
Recently noticed I've been given older addressing and I'm having mixed feelings about them.
I've been addressed as 老板, 大哥 at shops. Some kids started calling me "Uncle".
I don't know if you guys felt these addressings are old. I thought they are old.
Actually, I'm slightly glad about it because, people noticed I've matured and I'm seen as a MAN now, no more kiddy boyish treatments. I've been given more trust and respect but I'm expected to be more responsible.
But, I'm also sad about this recent "promotion" to adult addressing. I missed being a 小弟 to shop owners and I am still very much a "Kor Kor" whom can play with kids because I still play Pokemon Saphire with my Gameboy Advanced now. I like to be looked at as a kid sometimes, because I can just be bochap and things will still turn out well. I haven't had enough fun as a kid and I don't want to be promoted so fast! I'm still a student, you know? I'm just 22+ now... Only a year+ into adulthood, can I have more transition time? I'm slow... S L O W... you get me?
People always judge books by their covers, so, Maybe its my dressing? Maybe its my hair?
Recently, I had been putting on a lot of dark coloured, collared T-shirts with jeans/ pants when I'm out. <I'm topless with my shorts at home.> Maybe I should just return to my colourful T-shirts and bermudas to retain my youth.
I had not cut my hair since colouring them for CNY <about 4months+ >. Its touching my eyebrowns in front and covered half my ears at the sides. They're wooden brown at the ends and about 2 inch of black from the roots. Guess this hair gives me the Old beng rocker look,伍佰/ 五月天 feeling> . But, I like the way my hair is now, the weather is not really very hot & humid nowadays, so, the length and thickness is not irritating me yet. I like to bundle up my hair at the back and imagine I can tie them up. I like sweeping my hair to the sides and hooking them up over my ears. Guess I'm in love with my haird for now, so, I think I'll just have to keep them neat when I'm out.
May my youth retain...
Back to TV now, Its champions league final, AC Milan VS Liverpool. 2 defensive teams, sounds boring eh? But, what the heck! Its UEFA Champions League final! Must Watch! Hope I don't doze off... hahaha...
I've been addressed as 老板, 大哥 at shops. Some kids started calling me "Uncle".
I don't know if you guys felt these addressings are old. I thought they are old.
Actually, I'm slightly glad about it because, people noticed I've matured and I'm seen as a MAN now, no more kiddy boyish treatments. I've been given more trust and respect but I'm expected to be more responsible.
But, I'm also sad about this recent "promotion" to adult addressing. I missed being a 小弟 to shop owners and I am still very much a "Kor Kor" whom can play with kids because I still play Pokemon Saphire with my Gameboy Advanced now. I like to be looked at as a kid sometimes, because I can just be bochap and things will still turn out well. I haven't had enough fun as a kid and I don't want to be promoted so fast! I'm still a student, you know? I'm just 22+ now... Only a year+ into adulthood, can I have more transition time? I'm slow... S L O W... you get me?
People always judge books by their covers, so, Maybe its my dressing? Maybe its my hair?
Recently, I had been putting on a lot of dark coloured, collared T-shirts with jeans/ pants when I'm out. <I'm topless with my shorts at home.> Maybe I should just return to my colourful T-shirts and bermudas to retain my youth.
I had not cut my hair since colouring them for CNY <about 4months+ >. Its touching my eyebrowns in front and covered half my ears at the sides. They're wooden brown at the ends and about 2 inch of black from the roots. Guess this hair gives me the Old beng rocker look,
May my youth retain...
Back to TV now, Its champions league final, AC Milan VS Liverpool. 2 defensive teams, sounds boring eh? But, what the heck! Its UEFA Champions League final! Must Watch! Hope I don't doze off... hahaha...